Why women find it hard to love themselves

She got brain cancer, my mum, who once changed behind closet door when Dad was in the room, and she now needed Dad to dress her. She sang off-key while he tender clothed her, and this daughter who used to peek through the crack and cry over the way Mum hid, this...

when you forget who you are

my womb is a ripening mango, pulsing life, and i am more mother than other now. the feet of one boy in my ribs, the other clutching tight my belly where he pokes my button and cries to be held, and husband plays footsy and touches this flushed skin of woman when all i...

the gardener’s prayer

“farming brings us face to face with the fact that we are poor; that we have to work for the things we need, or do without them.” (catherine Doherty, ‘apostolic farming’)soil fills black my fingernails, and i touch God’s face when i’m...

when God sings over you

he’s a silent man who moved across the yard when he got married, who spends winters hunting for antlers and summers skipping rocks across the creek in his land. he is a farming man who talks tractor and crop, a meticulous man who pulls dandelions from lawn and...