It’s just a shoe, a pink baby shoe, but it shatters me like glass on the road where I walk, and I can’t go on…can only cradle myself against a tree as I would have cradled my child, the one who bled red from me.

There was nothing truer than that child’s life, than my muscles making room for the link of limb, and now I feel false, a woman with an empty womb and it’s all I can do to pull myself home.


friends, i am over here at The High Calling today… please, visit. and please note, this miscarriage happened prior to Aiden… i had a dream, in which it was a beautiful girl, and i cannot wait to meet her, one day in heaven. i am also hosting, as per usual, imperfect prose on thursdays (link up, below). love to you all.

1. link up a post (old or new) that you feel is ‘broken’ or ‘imperfect’ or somehow redemptive
2. put the ‘imperfect prose’ button at the bottom of your post, so others can find their way back here (see button code in right-hand column of my blog)
3. read other’s offerings, and encourage them!

imperfect prose Participants

1. Kati
2. Capturing This Lifesong
3. Old Ollie
4. Validated @ Dawnings
5. tinuviel
6. gautami tripathy
7. Sarah@EmergingMummy
8. brian miller
9. Laura, NH, USA
10. Smooth Stones
11. nic at 60piggies
12. HopeUnbroken
13. While the Dervish Dances
14. Elizabeth@just following Jesus
15. David N.
16. Rachel
17. Vicki
18. path of treasure
19. Elaine
20. melissa
21. Craig @ Deep into Scripture
22. Jen
23. Nancy @ Alleged Mind
24. Cindy @ 12Tribes
25. Rambling Heather
26. marlece
27. happygirl
28. Out of the tombs @ Lisa notes…
29. HisFireFly
30. christine
31. keLi
32. kendal
33. truly
34. Melissa@one thing
35. Lauri
36. Joybird
37. melanie
38. Sarah
39. Linda
40. Sheila Moore
41. alittlebitograce
42. In Memory of Heidi
43. Allison @ Alli ‘n Son
44. Bristol @ Diligent Leaves
45. Abby…can i be free?
46. sometimes mommies do grown up things
47. Laura
48. Southern Gal
49. Old Ollie
50. Debbie Young
51. shannon@ her spacious place
52. claudia schoenfeld
53. Ruthiey
54. A New Day
55. Susan (Goat)
56. patty
57. spirit to spirit to Spirit
58. Dear I.R.S. Lady…
59. Jenny @ achosenchild
60. Where to look…
61. Winsome Woman

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